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Writers  BLOCK?
Haha.

Drinking

I used to be able to out drink a grown man, since I've stopped drinking as much it kicks my ass hard. I locked my keys in my car, I fell off a bike while turning a corner going through drive thru and it hurts still.., I dropped my drink inside a grocery store and my wallet hahah lucky I was with someone, I died my hair dark red it looks sick. Ahh great adventures in the shit hole town of Oakhurst..

Busy week..

I went to a party in Raymond (for those of you who don't know Raymond is a hick town with 4 or 5 churches, a general store with a bar, another bar and no gas station and it is about 25 miles of serious winding road to get there from any town around it.) and it was all people who I work with at Taco Bell. I thought it was gonna be really lame hahaha but everyone was actually partying. I stabbed a couch multiple times with 2 knives, whipped creamed some people. Someone was axing a lockpad on a fence for a good 5 minutes straight. There was entertaining dog moving, the house owners would move there dogs from one room to another to outside, rotating their chilling spots, in 2 packs of dogs haha. Got some light weights drunk! And woke up in the morning to 2 people I work with cuddling lmao it was hilarious. 
Bahh. I need to move out of this black hole though!!!!

I LOVE

Looking at pictures of myself.

Arizona

I think I'm going to move back.. I'm really excited but it gives me anxiety at the same time. I've grown to like a lot of people in this town, yet everyday I'm like "FUCKKK THIS PLACE HOLY MOLY I'M OUT OF HERE FUCKIN RETARDED DRIVERS!!!'" Hahaha. And there's SO many tweakers up in these mountains, and child molesters, and just weird fucks.

So, a new adventure in familiar, old place sounds like a good idea.

Life

Life is complicated, people do not understand or learn easy. Life is about learning, and growing from your experiences. Conquering the worst of everything and breathing in every bit of knowledge possible. If bad things always happen, stop thinking negatively, draw the positive energy of life to you. There was a study on snowflake ice; when they said ugly words (hate, mean, evil, crap) the ice would turn to ugly, deformed shapes, when nice words were said to the ice (love, pretty, smile, peace) it would turn into beautiful snowflakes with patterns and beauty... Which just shows how much thinking, words, music, and noise affects your body and your mind. If you want to live a happy life open your mind up to the knowledge around you, just a daily experience you can learn something from. I learn something new everyday.
That's why I'm the fucking shit.

Like a hangnail.

Love is like a hangnail.

When it first becomes a hangnail it's very painful and aggravating, impossible to ignore. Eventually you have to find some way to fix it, to leave it there to bother you and hurt you more every day would be ridiculous. The best thing to do;

RIP

IT

OFF

And like waxing your legs, it'll hurt like a bitch. But in the long run down the path of life it's better to be happy then pointlessly suffer.